Wow! It's so hard to believe that I'm writing this post, but today was the first day of school for both of my sweet babies. Jude started Second Grade again, and Aubrey Lane started Kindergarten. And YES, I cried. I've had a baby at home with me for 9 years, and now all of a sudden I don't. Of course it was and will be hard for me to adjust to this season of life.
Since blogging is my virtual scrapbook, I want to remember what each of my sweet babies is like at this age.
Jude, you are eight years old and about to start second grade for the second time. Your daddy and I made that decision last year to hold you back one more year in elementary school with your amazing teacher and precious paraprofessionals.
Jude, at this age you are walking.... Rarely do children learn to walk this late in life. If they haven't acquired the skill by a certain age, it is unlikely children ever walk. However, you are in the business of defying odds, sweet boy. I'm sure now more than ever you have a lot of tricks up your sleeve we have yet to see.
Your personality is still super funny. You love to giggle at your little sister when she whines and cries, and you race in front of me to pull her hair when we are all walking together. You have fully assumed the role of the antagonizing big brother, and you love it. Her whelps of frustration with you are music to your ears. You can't get enough and don't mind getting in trouble for your reward. However, I have witnessed some tender moments between the two of you. You like to snuggle with Aubrey Lane and love to let her play with your curly hair.
You still don't like to eat (praying that's our next big hurdle to conquer), and you detest your glasses and hearing aids. I don't even bother that much anymore with them because you respond to simple commands and I have yet to notice you struggle to see anything... especially your sister's hair to pull out of the corner of your eye. I still try to make you wear them during activity times, but these days I'm all about quality of life and picking up and replacing glasses and hearing aids off the floor 274 times an hour is not my idea of a good life of quality for either of us.
You love to be read to and you love music. Nothing brings more joy to your face than when you see someone open up a book to read to you. And when we get in situations that make you feel a little antsy like restaurants or crowded places, headphones and nursery rhymes make you cool and calm. And you LOVE LOVE LOVE to watch baseball games on television. So much that your grandparents have saved games on their DVR for you. You can't answer the question, but I bet you would want to be a baseball player when you grow up.
Jude, you are the best snuggler and you still let me rock and hold you. And you give hugs and kisses! When I pick you up, you wrap your arms around me and squeeze me so tight and press your face to my cheek as hard as you can. It's kinda painful because you are sooo strong but my heart explodes every time you do it.
You are soooo social. You give high fives and grins to everyone. BUT, you are a grudge holder. If I fuss at you for something, you are mad at me for the WHOLE DAY! I kind of find pleasure in that fact because it's another concept you understand. We find out new things about your awareness and cognition everyday lately and it's so exciting to watch you thrive.
This morning when we dropped you off, you were thrilled to be at school. And when we picked you up, your sweet para stood in the rain to hug you one last time and tell you she loved you.
Oh Aubrey girl, you are five going to kindergarten and just a handful. A good handful that I'm thankful for. We enrolled you in a private faith based academy and I just have a confidence that you are going to bloom there. We have already met with your teacher and I want to go to kindergarten with you because it sounds soooo fun. I can't wait to see all the stuff you will make and learn this year.
Aubrey Lane, you are super tiny, 11th percentile in weight and 14th in height (finding uniforms to fit was quite the job), but because Jude is tiny too, you have almost caught up with him in size and I get asked if y'all are twins all the time. Despite your size, you are a pretty good eater with a huge list of foods you willingly eat.
At this stage in life, you are sooo funny. You always have been though. When you tell us an idea you have, you ask if it was a "good apple" because your daddy often ask you "how do you like them apples" and you interpreted apples as ideas. And you tell us "let's blow up this popsicle stand" when we leave places. You have a great imagination and you always want to "pretend" to do something. I'm amazed at the stuff you come up with. And you sing constantly... like always... like ALL DAY! But you know what, it's so enjoyable because you have the prettiest little voice and you actually sing very well for your age. Lane, who you still call Daddy Punkin, and I will ride in silence in the car just to hear you sing along with the radio. You still LOVE to dance and you say you want to be a gymnast when you grow up, but you have never taken one gymnastics class in your life. That doesn't matter to you; you have been in love with the sport since we took you to the LSU gymnastics meet earlier this year.
Aubrey Lane, your personality is so impressive. We often call you a miniature 30 year old because the way you act and talk, especially when you talk with your hands. You take a minute to warm up to new places and ideas, but once you come out of your shell, there is no putting you back in it. You take charge and go from there. I was so worried when I dropped you off today that you might clam up for the first couple of days and not like school from the stress of that action, but before I left the school this morning, you had called on the teacher twice with questions about your desk work. I felt much better leaving you after that.
Dropping you off this morning was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I have had you or Jude as a steady day date for the past nine years. I'm going to miss you terribly. But you seemed to be doing fine when I left and I stayed strong to not cry a tear in front of you then LOST IT in the parking lot. When we picked you up this afternoon you had already made friends that were jumping out of line to hug you bye. And when we asked you how your first day of kindergarten was, you answered "PERFECT!"
Happy first day of school, little ones.